and here is a brief summary of our relationship
gusto lang po sana namin masimulan as soon as pra umandar na dn po. and i dont know if the ground is valid pero she is not psychologically stable, prang masyadong hook up s church eversince na hnd na umuuwe and ung anak npapabayaan na. and church before family xa. bglang umiiyak ng walang dahilan kse malapit na daw dmting si Lord, nun knasal po kme hnd ko po alam na ganun. ngulat nlang dn po ako. and nung 1 month plang po kme nging mg ON prang kasal na agad napag usapan nila ng famly nya, first time ko nka skype mom nya e they got it all figured out pano mgging program sa kasal and all, na kahit ako hnd informed na ikakasal na kme. then the next thing i knew was ayos na papers namin then kasal na pla. ni walang one year mga 7-8 months ata un prang hnd na dn ako nkapalag kse nka latag na po lahat. and prang hnd pa ko matured,i was 25 mga ilang months plang ako since umalis ako s poder ng parents ko. prang hnd ko alam pano tatangi kse nka prep na lahat ng hnd ko namamalayan. and i didnt know that napaka dami dn po nyang utang. na hangang ngaun hnd pa mabayad bayaran. prang 70 percent ng sahod nya dun n ppnta so lahat ng sahod ko nsasagasaan din. and even after that n dagdagan p dn mga utang nya ng hnd ko alam pano. tpos dahil sobrang hook up nya s church e pinapautang nya sa kung sino sino ung pera namin na mostly galeng sa sahod ko dahil ung sahod nya nppnta lang sa loans nya na hnd nya pinapaalam skin and hnd din naman ng babayad ung mga un. so up until now wla kame maipon ipon. ng simula lang ako makaipon ipon ngaun kse mga mg 1 year na since umalis ako sa bahay kse hnd ko na tlga kaya na hnd ako ang nd dedecide prang lahat xa and inuubos nya pera ko sa hnd ko alam na bagay kahit na kapos na kme bbgay p dn nya s tao s church pera namin ng hnd ko alam.she will just justify her action by saying si Lord na bahala magbalik. tipong sobra na to the point na she is starting to scare me. she is crying every night while praying for someone she doesnt even know, she is crying while praying every time we eat and not to mention she prays for minimum 30mins before doing something. the food is already cold even before we start eating. if i would describe her, she is like a cult member. for her that church is more important than me, my daughter, her family and even herself.
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