What I felt:
Before the first Sunday:
Excited. As if I can answer everything.
During the first Sunday:
I don't think I know enough.
During the second to third Sunday:
How much of this I have to take?
After third Sunday:
To my GF: "Hon, I need to perfect the last Sunday or else I will flunk."
During the fourth Sunday:
To self: Perfect this or die!
After the fourth Sunday:
To GF: "You are holding the hand of a new lawyer."
But to self: "How can you possibly convince yourself with what you just said?"
During the wait for the Results:
Bahala na si Lord.
A few weeks before the Results:
Man, kinakabahan ako. Hindi kaya nasa Top 10 ako?
A few days before the Results:
Oh God, kahit ako pinakahuli sa mga pumasa, pumasa lang! Please lang!
A few hours before the Results:
Grabe naman! Bakit ngayon pa ilalabas ang results! Huhuhu!!! Lord, Hindi na ako mambababae, magiging loyal ako, magiging mabait na ako! Huhuhuhu!!!
When the Results was released:
Yahoooooo!!!!! I am brighter than Sunshine (I actually posted that sa FB ko)
A few months after signing the roll and reading the bar questions again for the first time:
Nasagutan ko 'tong mga to? How can I possibly answer these questions correctly?
Just yesterday, my gf (who is at the 4th year in lawschool) asked me how was I able to answer the bar. My answer:
"Hon, tell you honestly, I did not know I can concentrate the way I did while answering the Bar. It was like the noise from around me disappeared. All I know at that time was that I'm being asked questions I must've encountered during my stay in lawschool and that a girl is out there waiting for me to finish, hoping that I did my very best."