on qualified theft

HI GOOD DAY,I WORKED IN A LENDING OFFICE WHERE I WAS ENTRUSTED TO COLLECT PAYMENTS FROM CLIENTS BUT FROM JULY TO DECEMBER I DID NOT DEPOSIT MY COLLECTIONS DUE TO A FINANCIAL NEED I HAVE TO SOLVE. THE AMOUNT WAS PHP500,000.00. AND MY REPORTS ARE MANIPULATED BY ME. I CONFESSED TO MY BOSS RIGHT AWAY WHEN I WAS ALREADY HAD NO WAY OUT BECAUSE THE AMOUNT IS SO BIG. MY BOSS AND I TALKED. PRODUCE THE SAME AMOUNT IN A MONTH AND I WILL FILE NO CHARGE AGAINST YOU HE SAID. ALL YOUR BENEFITS(SEPARATION PAY,BECAUSE MY OFFICE IS CLOSING,13TH MONTH PAY,SALARY FOR THAT PERIOD INCLUDING PETTY CASH REPLENISHMENT) WERE DEDUCTED. I GAVE MY LAPTOP AND THEY VALUED IT WITH PHP20,000.00. THE NEXT DAY I WAS ABLE TO PRODUCE PHP110,000 BORROWED FROM INDIANS(BOMBAY). AND PROMISED TO PAY UNTIL JANUARY 2013 BECAUSE I FORGOT,IT WAS DECEMBER 2012 WHEN THIS HAPPENED. MY BOSS AGREED HENCE THE REMAINING AMOUNT PAYABLE WAS DOWN TO PHP318,000.00. HE SAID I WILL TERMINATE YOU BUT WILL GIVE YOU YOUR EMPLOYMENT CERTICTE AS LONG AS YOU HAVE PAID. BUT PROMISE NOT TO REPORT TO THE BIR WHAT'S GOING ON INSIDE THE OFFICE HE SAID. I WAS FRIGHTENED THAT I WILL BE CHARGED SO I SAID YES. BY JANUARY 2013 I PAID PHP50,000.00 DEPOSITED TO THEIR BANK..ASKED FOR ANOTHER EXTENSION BECAUSE I CAN'T PRODUCE HTAT AMOUNT THAT VERY MOMENT. I DEPOSITED P5,000.00 APRIL,PHP10,000.00 BY MAY AND PHP10,000.00 JUST THIS JUNE...I WAS SHOCKED WHEN THEY FILED A CASE AGAINST ME THIS WEEK,OF QUALIFIED THEFT. I AM AT THE MIDDLE OF CHAOS NOW. I DON'T WANT TO ESCAPE BY COMMITTING SUICIDE. HAVE I ANY HOPES OF GETTING MYSELF OUT IN HERE? PLEASE HELP ME. THANK YOU![/quote]